This is not me falling for you

To my cowboy FWB man

This is not me falling for you

This is me saying you’re a legend in the bedroom

I want you to smell yummy and hot for my own pleasures

This smell is for me to get off at my own leisure

And For you to taste my sweet sugar

You have a way of throwing me around

I laugh and love it and want more than ever

More of you deep inside as I fly through the sky when you are inside

You are so powerful when you cum as I nearly hit the window and scream some

You press my arms so deep into the bed

As I smile and watch your head between my legs

I squirm with pleasure and laugh when Cumming

You are some cowboy fun. (Giddy Up)

So hot and sweaty just the way I like it, slippery and wet I will never fight it

So put your sweet smell on and let’s begin

Let’s have some fun my FWB man (yeehaw)

From your ma’am as a friend


Go with the flow

Go with the flow

Don’t resist the changes you have been given. Go with the flow.

If you resist all you create is unnecessary stress, go with the flow.

Shift your cycles

Take it in your hands and nurture, love and believe the change is yours.

Go with the flow

You will be surprised where it leads you.

Your path is yours to make.

Create great thoughts and make them yours.

We are all here to believe, live, and feel alive

You have been given a new door to open, so open it and look forward

Fear is not your friend, Be strong.

It is all a bad dream, so shut that door and live.

Close one door and open a new one full of opportunities.

You will wake up inside and be saved with a new journey.

Shift those cycles and create new doors opening.

Now is the time to give to you.

Restart and feel the freedom.

Positive Mindsets, positive breeds positive.

positive breeds positive.

your thoughts are things.

This is an important thing to remember any and every time you overcome negative thoughts, fears, and anxiety. studies show positive people live on an average 15% longer than negative people. are you letting your imagination run away with you in the right direction? if you think negative you bring about the negative, and if you think positive, you bring about positive.

Perhaps achieve this type of mental outlook is not as easy as it sounds, but the one thing you must remember is that you are worth it. Breath in the positive and breath out and release the negative, making sure you get a good nights sleep, and above all, believe you are worth it. No more playing out scenarios in your head when you should be sleeping. You owe yourself to stop making a mountain out of a molehill.

go ahead, give it a try!

Remember, positive breeds positive.

My heart has finally opened

My heart has finally opened

Tonight I don’t speak

I just cry my self to sleep

as my heart has opened

and his heart is broken

I must keep it asleep

or he will run and I want to be able to keep

so I will sit quietly and

watch it unfold

my turn to be the one

of support in their darkness.

Being a single mum is frustration just about sums it up

Frustration just about sums it up

I am a single mum as you may know and have no idea how to make things a boy wants to make.

My son is always looking on youtube on how to make things. It always involved buying the thing and using wood trills and stuff I have no idea on how to use.

This is the time I wish there was a man in my life to help my little man learn and grow to be able to make and build the stuff together.

I hate saying no and it kills me inside and it is hard to explain to an ADHD and spectrum autism child why I don’t want to try and make it, as I know what is in front of us and the emotional roller coaster we are in for.

Which I know will not work because they don’t give you measurements and then my boy has a mental breakdown and feels he has failed in making something because it did not work.

The emotions that come through are so unbearable. I start to feel like a failure too, not letting him have the experience and letting his imagination go wild.

I am always encouraging him but I hate it when I know it will be a failure and then I have to pick up the pieces and put him back together.

Telling him he is amazing and can do anything.

I wish I could hire a hubby to teach him how to do men stuff and work with tools because the biggest tool we have is a big screwdriver.

So I am trying to think outside the box and redirect him back to lego and that’s not working. my head is pounding my gut is turning and am praying it will all go away.

besides buying all these tools, like a drill and spending money. it kills me that it doesn’t work out.

so trying to redirect him and saying no to this, I am getting yelled at and sworn at and am the worst mother in the world.

life can be hard sometimes and you just feel like they are taking this on alone. which I am.

I am and have been doing this all alone and just feel weak and like disappearing and hiding. but there is nowhere to hide but to stay and face it and best.…ild-is-different/