I like and that is the naughty me.

Well today I realised that things have to change.

I like and that is the naughty me.

The motion of the potion that keep coming back to haunt me. This is it by the time February hits my life will take a turn but for the moment let me still share the me.

I like and that is the naughty me. Yes I love to tell hot stories and you can join me. YOU CAN SEND your hot stories too.

Life was not meant to be hidden behind close door we all like to be excited and enjoy a fantasy or two.

So todays little story is about anticipation. The urging of your body as it heats and sweats and throbs for more.

Here I go

Once upon a time a naughty girl like to look at porn. Her hormones where stirring just before dawn.

There was no one in her bed at the time so she quietly move to her draw, what did she find

In there was her little friend the one that makes her sing wright till the end

Sing oh fuck and laugh with a naughty moan

She applies the stimulant to her clit then she looks for some hot sexy Picts on tumblr.

Well she find a hot one as her clit starts to feel warm

Grabbing her little friend that always performs.

Never missing the spot that makes her squirm.

The light is off and the blind are only slightly open just giving her that romantic feeling.

She think maybe someone is listening this is exciting her even more.

The vibration on her clit and around to the right always excites her.

Feeling her leg starting to tremble knowing more is about to come and be intense.

She loves just finding more exciting spots so in the end she can feel her clit throb

The satisfaction you know what you want is life’s gift

Go get what you want and don’t settle for less

Love you all I have explored time to rest.

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Pleasure 1996 Penthouse

Pleasure and Pain have just begun

This is me in penthouse in 1996. I walked down Kings cross at about 6am in the morning nothing but an inspector jacket on and just removing it when the pictures were taken. I had so much fun, I even got a guy following us around and the police asking us to move on as the traffic was building up.

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Once upon a time there was a boy and a girl.

They met online not KNOWING what would fall.

Fall into place and end up apart.

But still longing to be TOGETHER.

I long for the day that life would stand still so I could pop those pills.

Those pills of help I wish I did not do it AND REGRET.

Before I had a changed to feel like I do.

Yes I have to stop living in the past to change

Time to find myself and engage my path

What makes me happy oh how I wish I would stop saying that

Well dancing and sex and taking control these are the thing I long for.

So lets start having fun my diary has just begun

What you will read from here on

Will maybe shock you as I have held off for too long

So let’s get this sex, party and rock in roll stared.

I love the feel of a warm cock when it just touching the lips of your pussy just before it slides in. With his juices of slippery ON THE END of his cock, just slides in and out the tip as you feel that rib just caressing your sensations. Then pushes up deep FEELING the pressing against the top of your pelvic flaw as your juices drip down your anus. knowing you are so ready for him to touch the spot that makes you trembled. your legs start shaking out of control.

 

The Power of Emotions have a purpose even when they are unwanted

Emotions have a purpose even when they are unwanted.

We should not attempt to suppress them as we get taught to.

Our Emotions are energy that manifest in our body. This is from the neck down. To have the need to start paying attention to where our emotional energy in sitting and learn to breath and not hold a breath against it.

The other day I got some new and my feelings just started to come up out and I was a mess crying and feeling choked and the tension of loss all came flooding out through my heart and chest and thought.

This was a time to let go and breathe and feel and wallow in my own silence.

  Noticing and let it go and gaining clarity as we move and let it out and go. So pay attention to where it is manifesting in your body. Where is the tension tightness?

Emotions are a vital part of our being, because it is energy and energy cannot just disappear. The emotional energy generated by circumstances of childhood and early life just does not go away just because we do not face it and deny it, no. It is trapped in our body like a time bomb ready to explode.

If we don’t learn how to release it in a healthy way it will course us forms of sickness or cycles of not being able to achieve in life.

As long as we suppress the emotional energy and avoid dealing with it, these wounds will run our lives. We use food, cigarettes, alcohol, drugs, work, religion, television, etc in keeping this all suppressed.

Our voice in our head keeps us from fronting and deal with suppressed energy, emotions. Our emotions tell us who we are. Souls communicate with us through emotional vibrations.

Our soul is what we feel in our heart and our gut, something that resonates. So was this feeling that guttered me from my soul that I am not listening to?

THERE IS TOO MUCH I CANNOT CHANGE.

I have created this world now I need to make it work.

When one of our buttons is pushed our unhealed childhood wounds are present it is hard to difference between intuitive emotions TRUTH and the emotional TRUTH which come from our childhood. The scared little kid inside us comes out in emotion we cannot explain.

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The wounds don’t go away. they have less power to dictate my life as I heal it.

I am on a spiritual journey and the force is with us.

Be kind to it heal yourself and live the life you want to live.

Life can feel like you are just stuck

Life can feel like you are just stuck
Lost and at the turning point

This is a poem of feeling guilty for past mistakes in this life is just not part of the deal – since you instinctively do what you feel to be right at the time. Remember guilt is a man – made emotion which greatly impedes your growth as a soul on the spiritual path.

The one that you fear

 Take action on your thoughts

I cannot even swear

As my mind goes blank

What is life without the act?

The action we must take to move us forwards is slack

I am not depressed but just stuck

I think I need a kick up the butt

So let’s do the exercise like smile for no reason

And then take some deep breaths as we change seasons

Season to be jolly and jump up with joy and not be sorry

We got this one you see

We can change our patterns to be more active

By taking action the next step in life and breathe and be happy within our site.

Life is wonderful

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The life in Pandora’s Box with an ADHD child

The life in Pandora’s Box with an ADHD child

Yes my day begins every week day the same just like all others.

I have alarms set for my boy as is responds to clock work and numbers.

My day starts off with alarms for getting my son to help him get ready for school. Alarms are just part of our life now.

My son usually wakes up at 6am and has created his own routine. He gets up toilet first then goes and gets the cat from the laundry and takes her into his room so she can have cuddled and watch his ipad in bed.

This is a very special time for him, not sure how the cat feels lol. I have put in place not to wake me before 7am that is my time. Continue reading “The life in Pandora’s Box with an ADHD child”