But who pulls those strings
Is it an imagination we play?
Or is it real, what is real
I am lost and lonely for one friend
But I get mixed emotions when I think of him
Yes I could go the other way
And feel nothing and enjoy just living
Or do I go with the crazy heart beat I feel
I have made up my mind but I need to check in
Check in and see if I can handle it for the rest of my life
Can I break this cycle and am comfortable with which I am?
And share that place of care
Can I be proud it’s ok to feel good and not try to make everything ok for all?
For all but me to keep the Pease
That my journey now and I am on my way
Look out to my future my final destiny I am coming
I am coming to stop rest and be the best forever.