My life has taken a big turn after leaving the needy behind, this is not an easy choice as I once needed them until I grew and made choices to heal and see my self as to whom I am today. We, well I have a need to understand past experiences and to heal my body. Yes today is my birthday and feeling blessed with who is around my presence at the moment and all the magic happy birthdays I have received. a perfect birthday is different for all, and yes I have been a wild child in my past. but getting to know myself, I am liking family , simple things in life that make the heart beat is the most important to me. As a child my sister and I were fostered into a family THAT PROBLY COULD NOT AFFORD two more children but family was the most important thing. This is why this is the biggest part of my life and happiness to me, yes our life was hard, abusive but they did the best they could with the recourses they had and I miss them so much, they where my life, my rock and the reason I am so strong today. You can do any thing in your life, your choice.
I was thinking I what I have achieve and the choices I made to be in a happy place for myself and yes lots of people struggle. I look and see that lots of people like to complain but still sit in there security of unhappiness. yes what I have done has been bloody had facing my own demands and finding to truth, but worth it now.
this time in my life it is hard to explain but it is all falling into place every thing is perfect yes in my eyes. I have family, i am creating independence with work and enjoying looking out at my paradise my home. I have finally made it to the dream of my life. that’s what I am feeling. I have still got lots to do and achieve and make this flow all the way. I will never stop working at myself and my dreams.
I would love to help others find them self and happiness towards their dreams in life that is my passion.