The life changing experience is about to happen.

The life changing experience is about to happen. The last three months have been a big turnaround for me.  I have not been so pause in my life and I am starting to enjoy stopping and smelling the flowers. Don’t get me wrong I have still been up to a lot of crazy stuff, but that is just me. Yes I am still with my Magic man.

Black and white, I have sold my house and am moving to Queensland and this all happens on the 2nd of November. As for my Magic man, yes he is just as crazy as me, he has left his job, finishing renovations on his house and selling it. Also building a push bike and riding it up to Cape York for charity that is close to his heart, Asperger’s,  https://cycle.gofundraise.com.au/page/PerThomsen

The emotional side has been tough but kind to me as well. The selling and moving came about when my ex only claimed half of his wages for the year. He only worked for six months and was in Thailand with his girl friend for the other six months. So my child support was cut in half. I was not able to survive on my business as it was taking time to build up. So I had to make a big decision, before going code red in mortgage. Yes I had lots of support from friends and the two closest two me are amazing. So the whole idea was to sell and buy something for less money, pay off the car and bills and have a little in the bank. Well nothing was descent to live around here at the price I was looking at; my heart was dropping, feeling like a failure to my son. Not being able to give him something nice. I cracked the shits and started looking in Gympie, Queensland. I have a couple of good friends that way. In doing this I was risking my heart being torn apart, from leaving my Magic Man who is amazing. I went crazy with lots of emotions but holding it all together for the world to see I am strong and ok.

The place feels good and it is going to be an amazing adventure to settle down too.

Love is with my magic man

Some words I want to share from my Magic Man.

love hands magic manThis girl so beautiful
The sound of your voice like a drug
it lifts me up and leaves me floating on air
your warm embrace changes my day, my night, my week
it takes me to another world
a place beauty, a place out of this world
holding your hand, I feel a connection
in your company, I feel at home
where I belong
your warm smile, your beautiful eyes
they melt my soul
this is why
I LOVE YOU

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Transition Times

Things have turned for me, my life is a lot more active, finding purpose and direction. Don’t get me wrong I have had a huge thing to deal with, and my Friends and family ask how am I coping with this, yes I guess it is something I am putting off facing and slowly have been having lots of dreams, which is making me face it but not in the real world. I have been reading lots, which is taking me through an enlightenment journey. It may seem strange to some, but to me, it is something I have always felt in my heart. Continue reading Transition Times

Positive thoughts

Changing my thought pattern

Well I read an article last night wishing I had waited till this morning. First reaction is my usual fight and flight. Well I thought it was all about me and how did this make me feel. Angry, upset and not want to continue my path. So I woke up this morning thinking all the negatives and not feeling happy.

“What we think, we become. All that we are arises with our thoughts. With our thoughts, we make the world.” Buddha

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Things we Forget

The things I forget to survive my emotional rollercoasters. Putting it all aside thinking it will all be okay and things will be better But are not. Yes, I am back with my magic man, I don’t think too many relationships have done what we have with so many break-ups and back together. The last one was the longest I thought I could be without him. The time has come to realise we are good together if I only start listening to my heart and not the negative rest of my thoughts. Continue reading Things we Forget