Self awareness



sitting in your own space

This is about pausing and clearing the mind

taking the time to self reflect

The day has come where I sit alone

I have deleted all that does not serve my future

I have reached a point where I need to be alone

Being alone is not my best side as I feel I always need that distraction in life.

But now I am trying and fighting to need for old to play and new to feed

We all struggle with life’s difficulty’s

How do you manage?

I do lots of pausing before reacting

And some times that work and some times I react

if I put me to good and do the things that need doing

I put my self in the right place of acting and not reacting

Take time out for me

But there is always that time when you are alone and your mind wants to explore the old and not the new

Dame that’s hard lol

Enjoy your day and stay true to yourself we are all human and make good and bad choices

Love 💗 self awarness

Does my wall lock them out or keep me prisoner ?

captured or not

Does my wall lock them out or keep me prisoner?

Does my wall lock them out or keep me prisoner ?I am at no turning point

It is not a game

The feelings I don’t feel

I hind them in shame

Not knowing what to do any more

But what I already know

Is to shut them out and not feel any more

My life is not painful or is it in love

I just keep going about work and life’s jobs

Not sure if I will ever let someone in

As this is life as I know it is

So I guess I will keep running and keep all away

Because that is my life as in May

Maybe someday someone will know what to say

And make my wall fall away

You all have a nice day

Love and Connection

love is, love  is what you want it to be

well most of you will settle for

a nice job with a nice house and a nice husband and just live

not me I have been in a nice marriage till in went sour for 20 years.

now I know what a strong connection is I want just live any more.

life was made to be lived and if you find that one you connect with cannot stop thinking of. don’t be the fool to let it go over stupid things.

because you will drown in your own tears

a relationship is compromising and a connection is sharing your most deepest thoughts and feeling safe and protected doing so.

if you can work the two together you have what life calls a soul connection.

I like and that is the naughty me.

Well today I realised that things have to change.

I like and that is the naughty me.

The motion of the potion that keep coming back to haunt me. This is it by the time February hits my life will take a turn but for the moment let me still share the me.

I like and that is the naughty me. Yes I love to tell hot stories and you can join me. YOU CAN SEND your hot stories too.

Life was not meant to be hidden behind close door we all like to be excited and enjoy a fantasy or two.

So todays little story is about anticipation. The urging of your body as it heats and sweats and throbs for more.

Here I go

Once upon a time a naughty girl like to look at porn. Her hormones where stirring just before dawn.

There was no one in her bed at the time so she quietly move to her draw, what did she find

In there was her little friend the one that makes her sing wright till the end

Sing oh fuck and laugh with a naughty moan

She applies the stimulant to her clit then she looks for some hot sexy Picts on tumblr.

Well she find a hot one as her clit starts to feel warm

Grabbing her little friend that always performs.

Never missing the spot that makes her squirm.

The light is off and the blind are only slightly open just giving her that romantic feeling.

She think maybe someone is listening this is exciting her even more.

The vibration on her clit and around to the right always excites her.

Feeling her leg starting to tremble knowing more is about to come and be intense.

She loves just finding more exciting spots so in the end she can feel her clit throb

The satisfaction you know what you want is life’s gift

Go get what you want and don’t settle for less

Love you all I have explored time to rest.

Pleasure 1996 Penthouse

Pleasure and Pain have just begun

This is me in penthouse in 1996. I walked down Kings cross at about 6am in the morning nothing but an inspector jacket on and just removing it when the pictures were taken. I had so much fun, I even got a guy following us around and the police asking us to move on as the traffic was building up.

Once upon a time there was a boy and a girl.

They met online not KNOWING what would fall.

Fall into place and end up apart.

But still longing to be TOGETHER.

I long for the day that life would stand still so I could pop those pills.

Those pills of help I wish I did not do it AND REGRET.

Before I had a changed to feel like I do.

Yes I have to stop living in the past to change

Time to find myself and engage my path

What makes me happy oh how I wish I would stop saying that

Well dancing and sex and taking control these are the thing I long for.

So lets start having fun my diary has just begun

What you will read from here on

Will maybe shock you as I have held off for too long

So let’s get this sex, party and rock in roll stared.

I love the feel of a warm cock when it just touching the lips of your pussy just before it slides in. With his juices of slippery ON THE END of his cock, just slides in and out the tip as you feel that rib just caressing your sensations. Then pushes up deep FEELING the pressing against the top of your pelvic flaw as your juices drip down your anus. knowing you are so ready for him to touch the spot that makes you trembled. your legs start shaking out of control.