My heart has finally opened

My heart has finally opened

Tonight I don’t speak

I just cry my self to sleep

as my heart has opened

and his heart is broken

I must keep it asleep

or he will run and I want to be able to keep

so I will sit quietly and

watch it unfold

my turn to be the one

of support in their darkness.

Poem and Words

Behind closed doors no one knows

The painful happening that goes on

The smile we walk around with always bright

We find the pain ever so dark

Like for me a lost little girl

Alone and nothing to feel, always shutting down the body control

As I grow with in myself this blog is helping me let go of past life

I hope you find your way to grow and let go of all that is grey.

 

Dear diary

 

The tears we feel when we have no hope

The power we feel when we are alone

The magic we hope to find at the end of the rope

The time we suffer in silence hoping that no one will find us

find us in this state of depth of darkness

The lost little girl who no one believed

The diary she had to leave

Every thing was in that diary her heart her soul and her beliefs.

so this is where she ran away to the darkness and the darkness had begun

She was lost, never to be found… until now

this is where her life has just begun

her new journey with love around