Understand our reasons for being here on earth
yes, this is a big question many people ask. when things go wrong and we are forced to redirect our lives, this has happened for a reason. Being so court up and rushing through our day-to-day lives, we forget to stop and pause and look and see why. The outlook is not always clear but it can be if you take the bad out and look at the positive.
My example I will just paint you a picture. I have just moved to a small country town in Queensland and I am starting again with my business, I get offered a small job doing something completely different which is in my heart and love. Great for me and I am putting time and effort into it, not getting paid much and I start forgetting about my business which needs my focus. Anyway, time goes my hours get shortened and then it stops, they no longer need me.
Yes, I get angry, I start blaming and it just makes me feel shit like a failure in life. Having something you love and are good at being taken away from me. but this only last a day or two, then it is time to look at this picture from the other window. So I pause to take a step back and try to understand why this has happened.
This has happened to me, as now I can focus in on my business make some good money to support my family and it was the best ever experience I could have asked for. Plus having some exposed around the small town always helps with your business too. Now I am thankful for this experience and am feeling great to put my energy into my business and am looking forward to more fantastic journeys of learning.
My life has taken a big turn after leaving the needy behind, this is not an easy choice as I once needed them until I grew and made choices to heal and see my self as to whom I am today.
We, well I have a need to understand past experiences and to heal my body. Yes today is my birthday and feeling blessed with who is around my presence at the moment and all the magic happy birthdays I have received.
A perfect birthday is different for all, and yes I have been a wild child in my past. but getting to know myself, I am liking family , simple things in life that make the heart beat is the most important to me. As a child my sister and I were fostered into a family THAT PRO COULD NOT AFFORD two more children but family was the most important thing. This is why this is the biggest part of my life and happiness to me that has been missing is family
Our life was hard, abusive but they did the best they could with the recourses they had and I miss them so much, they where my life, my rock and the reason I am so strong today. You can do any thing in your life, your choice.
I was thinking of what I have achieve and the choices I made to be in a happy place for myself and yes lots of people struggle. I look and see that lots of people like to complain but still sit in there security of unhappiness. What I have done has been bloody hard facing my own demands and finding to truth, but worth it now.
This time in my life it is hard to explain but it is all falling into place every thing is perfect yes in my eyes. I have family, I am creating independence with work and enjoying looking out at my paradise I can call my home. I have finally made it to the dream of my life, that’s what I am feeling. I have still got lots to do and achieve and make this flow all the way. I will never stop working on myself and my dreams.
I would love to help others find them self and happiness towards their dreams in life that is my passion.
we all need to take a step back and look at how far we have come, what we have achieved and be happy with that. You can achieve any thing you like.
Some words I want to share from my Magic Man.
This girl so beautiful
The sound of your voice like a drug
it lifts me up and leaves me floating on air
your warm embrace changes my day, my night, my week
it takes me to another world
a place beauty, a place out of this world
holding your hand, I feel a connection
in your company, I feel at home
where I belong
your warm smile, your beautiful eyes
they melt my soul
this is why
I LOVE YOU
Continue reading Love is with my magic man
My question is why do we confuse and question our self, by doing this we only put our self though pain and no sleep. I guess it is a process if we learn from it good. Yes I have done it again pushed the man who only stands by me when I am a mess.
Continue reading Finding the happiness within
This is my real mum’s story part 2
I started working with Boffa’s salon Saturday mornings while I was still at school, then I was offered an apprenticeship when I was 15 years of age just finished school. George and I lived in Chatswood , then moved to Milson’s point, then to Tasmania a mining town called Savage River. There was a general store, garage and pub that’s all I can remember one of every thing. we had a three bedroom house with cheap rent. There wasn’t a lot to do but we had lots of party’s at the pub and I had a little room in the house where I did hair. So when there was a party on I was really busy and then I fell pregnant. Continue reading Mum’s story Part 2