Well they say spending lots of time together will make you or break you. I think I have accomplished both. We spent a week together, bush walking, camping and hanging out at home, just the two of us. As you read the other post you can see our journey unfold. My feelings are scared and confused; I feel I have damaged the one person that adores me by my silly mistakes i have always made in my life. My magic man is not the same, he is doing lots of thinking and me thinking the worst i have pushed him away and that hurts to say. Continue reading Poem of loss ???
Behind closed doors no one knows
The painful happening that goes on
The smile we walk around with always bright
We find the pain ever so dark
Like for me a lost little girl
Alone and nothing to feel, always shutting down the body control
As I grow with in myself this blog is helping me let go of past life
I hope you find your way to grow and let go of all that is grey.