Today is about the unknown
changing the cycles as I have flown
to not get court up in the past
the past things that have not last
I am going out on a limb and
trying things that I would not have been
I am looking and how it makes me feel
instead of how it looks
today is about
so I am going with my gut and not thinking too much
as my head always takes over but
this time of going with the gut
who knows where it might lead me
as there is a lot of positives
I feel more than I see
and I am going to let this be
be what it may and enjoy the day
I will jump in with eyes closed and go with what my gut knows
I am in a situation so unfamiliar
but at the same time, I can feel it
all nervous and not knowing what’s going on
but hey let’s play along
who knows what it may lead too
I have nothing to lose.
Life can feel like you are just stuck
Lost and at the turning point
This is a poem of feeling guilty for past mistakes in this life is just not part of the deal – since you instinctively do what you feel to be right at the time. Remember guilt is a man – made emotion which greatly impedes your growth as a soul on the spiritual path.
The one that you fear
Take action on your thoughts
I cannot even swear
As my mind goes blank
What is life without the act?
The action we must take to move us forwards is slack
I am not depressed but just stuck
I think I need a kick up the butt
So let’s do the exercise like smile for no reason
And then take some deep breaths as we change seasons
Season to be jolly and jump up with joy and not be sorry
We got this one you see
We can change our patterns to be more active
By taking action the next step in life and breathe and be happy within our site.
Life is wonderful
I have become so numb over my life. How do we let this happen? Life becomes a routine of things to do. Wake up coffee, work, kids and sleep. Then do it all again, when do we have time to feel what makes us alive and feel again.
When we shut down it is hard to find our feelings again. Does this come from way back and then have someone crush us so hard we don’t relies we become numb. I shut down as a little girl then used drugs and stripping to feel a live again only to find behind closed doors I was still was that lost lonely little girl.
We only grow when we face our past and work on our inner child. As scary as it may be baby steps will lead the way. Breaking it down over the past years I am able to face my fears. Understand and pause and reframe my mind to collect the information and accept who I am today. Theses sadness still comes when I am alone but they don’t last as long as they used too. I accept that it is ok to seat in sadness some times.
When I am numb I fiddle with my thumbs
When I am sad I reframe to glad
When I am angry it really scares me
Being true to you takes a lot of courage
So do not hide your feelings let them flourish
We are all human so let someone in close to you
So when you are alone behind closed doors
You know they are there with you in spirit and love.
And home feels like home to you.
Some words I want to share from my Magic Man.
This girl so beautiful
The sound of your voice like a drug
it lifts me up and leaves me floating on air
your warm embrace changes my day, my night, my week
it takes me to another world
a place beauty, a place out of this world
holding your hand, I feel a connection
in your company, I feel at home
where I belong
your warm smile, your beautiful eyes
they melt my soul
this is why
I LOVE YOU
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