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Sorry to all the hearts I have broken

by pandora
written by pandora

Today I am saying sorry to all the hearts I have broken along the way of finding my own soul. I am sending you all unconditional love and freeing you of any past soul fragments you may be holding onto. I have been on a long journey to find who fits my soul and feeds my pleasures. The pleasures without the fears of past traumas. The feels of having been drowned in and disconnected within my self because of those actions others have taken on innocent children.

As we grow up we trust the ones we look up to for direction in life, then it is taken away from us. THE TRUST The mentors we believe in, the ones that we feel connected too. Then they take it away from us so quickly and make us silent to the world as we knew it. Silent never to talk about the dirty feeling we grow inside us as we hide from the world. We grow up to believe silence and numb is the way of our future.

As the saying goes, what we haven’t healed we take into the next relationship. Well, I have done that too many times, looking back on it now I have broken a few hearts along the way, in finding my strength within me. the girl I once used to be. how life finds away if you do the work, the work on yourself to be allowed to feel joy. the work we do and conntinue to do is priceless.

I would give me the fun happy girl to the man that was falling for me and they never knew the pain that was hidden inside me. the lost little girl still trying to find her way of life. the girl who thought the fairy tale was meant to be found in every man I fell for. the false girl I let them believe I was someone I was not.

so this is me saying sorry to all the hearts I broke and I have now found hope and joy as I worked through I beliefs and cycles.

I am now a different girl, a grown up girl, who faces all and removes all negative and live a peace and happiness and share it with the world

i have now found my calling and that is coaching women to self love, find there intimacies again and most of all stop feeling shut downs and alone.

the process is simple and that how life is meant to be

KISS

KEEP IT SIMPLE STUDIP

this is a saying from my heart as y das use to say it all the time.

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Self Reflection

by pandora
written by pandora

Today I am blown away, the journey I am on has finally come into play

Today and from now on, the future is mine, to stay

I can play this the way I want it, because the simple key is my mindset.

The challenges have faded away as I clearly create my future today

I have learn to stop those crazy cycles that do not serve me.

I have found the answer to all of my dreams.

Work with the power of your mind and dreams, the gift to life

and if you get stuck just pause and breath life will show how to be free.

There is a reason for our paths we are on and if you don’t learn as you go, you will be stuck on

stuck on that cycle of bad habits that you know so well, they do not serve you they just turn into hell

So grab some help and change your ways and watch your life turn into play

You can have anything you want in the highest and best way

Just make sure you check what you are thinking, this will guid the way

So my message today is jump into to the mind of positive thinking

To create what you want today

and watch you life create what your thinking

The power of positive mindsets

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Diary

Raw Desire

by pandora
written by pandora

Raw desire

My questions is, how do you want me?

I am raw and fragile to the commitment path we are both on

I want to touch you and feel you in my heart

But the road blocks scare me

I am low and feeling too much

I need to know how you want me.

As we come up against my biggest fear of putting all my effort and heart

And we can’t see past the road block

The one thing that is so dear to me and yet so painful

I want to feel you but my block that I have has control over me

 Pushing you away and treating you so unkind and unfair

This is killing me as it would be killing you and do you overcome this or have you had enough of it

I have to face that this maybe what tears us apart and kill me inside

Not sure you are strong enough to overcome it as you watch me fall apart as it tears us apart

Why does something so amazing be torn apart and make us so miserable for us

It is going to kill us and separate us and the fear of mine may just come true

I saw it in your eyes and your noise was so clear

It’s just a matter of time till it falls apart again

I am tired and sad and want so much more for us

Communication can only save us, when we are feeling like we are getting torn apart

Or we depart and feel the loss.

So let’s start with communication with a plan on how we can see this through.

That what we set out to do this time

Let pull this off and be amazing together.

I want this to work i hope you are strong this time.

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Magic Potion in a Bath with Rose Peddles

by pandora
written by pandora

The fantasy awaits, as I dream of my place

The night I come home to rose peddles at the gate

I open the front door and smell the rose oil

as the room is so warm from candles lights down the hall

I follow the trail, that leads to a room

I open the door as rose peddles cover the floor

I see the deep white bath with red ever so beautiful and dark

the smell is so romantic and hit me in my heart

I am blessed to have some romantic rack who really is smart

no, he will treat me like a princess behind closed doors

but when he is out I am Mrs Clause

I slip my clothes off and enter the bath

and on the side with my favourite part

a glass of Bailey’s as I sip do us apart

give me some romance with a mans behind

and I will sit and what and feel divine

loving this manifesting and being apart

I will soon create the man I want

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Today is about the unknown

by pandora
written by pandora

Today is about the unknown

changing the cycles as I have flown

to not get court up in the past

the past things that have not last

I am going out on a limb and

trying things that I would not have been

I am looking and how it makes me feel

instead of how it looks

http://pandorasdiary.com.au/i-like-and-that-is-the-naughty-me/

today is about

so I am going with my gut and not thinking too much

as my head always takes over but

this time of going with the gut

who knows where it might lead me

as there is a lot of positives

I feel more than I see

and I am going to let this be

be what it may and enjoy the day

I will jump in with eyes closed and go with what my gut knows

I am in a situation so unfamiliar

but at the same time, I can feel it

all nervous and not knowing what’s going on

but hey let’s play along

who knows what it may lead too

I have nothing to lose.

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