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Are you feeling alone?

by pandora October 10, 2020
written by pandora

I was once a lost little girl who felt scared and alone. I felt like I had no one to turn to and share my feeling with. Today I am empowered and know exactly who I am as I have changed and done a lot of self-work. Today I help many women gain their confidence and feel loved again. The little girl who was lost felt so alone and scared. The feeling of being alone feels like death. You can not see any way out but taking your own life. When there is no one to listen to your heart that is bleeding and your emotions are overflowing, and all you can see is darkness, it is the worst place you can be.

My thoughts were dark and self-hurt. I put myself through a lot of self-inflicted pain. If only someone would listen to me and hear my pain, this self-harm would not have happened. I cut my wrist with broken glass not once but twice, one of them needed stitches. I also cut my legs to make them bleed and feel the pain. I was shut down and could not feel anything anymore; I was dumb. So I cut myself for attention for people to see and feel my pain. For me to actually feel something too. it was a sensation I had lost, so the way to feel again was to cut myself up. Yes, I got the attention, and it felt rewarding actually to have someone feel like they do care about me. Feeling alone and lost does crazy things to your mind.

We search for any attention we can find. I also got very drunk to gain attention to. I got lost of attention from men who I slept with, thinking this is the way to find love. I went from men to men and only finding heart head aging, and they didn’t care. So yes this was the cause of pain and hurting myself too. Not sure if I took a lot of pills once, as I blocked a lot of my past out. Some things where just too hard to face.

This was when I got into dancing. Well dancing with no clothes on for money. Well, the money was good, I got a lot of attention,n and I could express my life sexually. Because as I thought love was about giving your body away to gain attention, acknowledgement and excitement to my life. I was popular now even though they were paying for I; it still felt like someone was taking notice of m,e and I was not alone any more.

I had friends, I had to pay attention to me, but the little girl was still lost inside me. So I turned to drugs, and this really made me feel good. I was not a big druggy, just weekend when we all partied. So now I was making great money, had lots of friends and partying on the weekend disappearing from life feeling so loved on drugs.

What a way to live, so I thought.

https://www.facebook.com/endloneliness11

I have spent a lot of time working on myself after I left my 20-year marriage. I am different women who feel amazing. I feel at peace with myself, empowered, and now my calling is helping women more forwards, and out of the dark, alone whole, they think they are stuck in.

This is my story

This is my power

Let me help you

You are amazing and beautiful.

October 10, 2020
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Facing your vagina

by pandora April 26, 2020
written by pandora

Do you feel comfortable with looking at your vagina?

I am a woman just like you and yes I use to feel uncomfortable looking at my vagina but she is your best friend. If you want to feel intimacy and sexual you need to get it to touch with what makes you feel excited, the vagina has many sensations and every woman is different. We hold blocks and fears which stops us from loving our vaginas. You all have a story and I love this because you have a choice to make you feel excited and loved and amazing. “your choice.”

How you ask?

Let’s just say if you don’t know what feels good how is your partner meant to know. Well, I guess he will try all sorts of things but if you don’t guide him he may just lose interest, not because he doesn’t love making you feel good but because you are, (not meaning too)giving him a sense of worthlessness. You see men are very simple they like to please there lady and make them feel good because then you will want to return the favour as you both connect in a special loving way.

Getting in touch with you.

some simple exercises are looking into the mirror at your vagina, then exploring feel, felt, touch and finding sensations you like, so you can share and enjoy together.

Sex is fun if we just get out of our heads and not be so busy that we cannot fit each other’s needs of pleasure in. we are at a time where time is on our side and should take advantage of this and start to explore each other, like when we first met. We need to explore our own bodies and find out what works for you and then we can share this with our partners. That’s why we are here yes PLEASURE NoT PAIN.

mirror feel felt touch work

April 26, 2020
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Saying Goodbye

by pandora March 24, 2020
written by pandora

WHEN MY NANNA PASSED

when my nanna past away I put down some words on a piece of paper, only to find it two and half years later as I was cleaning out some of my papers.

So I would love to share this with you as she meant the world to me.

My Nan was an amazingly beautiful model always looking like a lady, always had the plum in her mouth when presenting around people. she loved to be fussed over and always caring for others. As I understand it my nan was the backbone of trying to make sure us kids were in the best place and looked after at the same time.

My foster parents looked after us, Nan was always there to put the pieces together when they fell apart. My foster parent where my Nan and Pa yacht friends. My pa owned a yacht called Wayfarer and it was the first to start the Sydney to Hobart race. Every Sunday as a family we would head out on wayfarer, head to an island call piggies island, we would have a bbq lunch and play in the sand chacing all the shoulder grabs and collect oysters off the rocks to cook in the fireplace.

Then we would sail back to salamander bay and on our way back we would hang our feet over the side of the boat as she sails fast in the wind getting our legs wet and laughing. When we got back we would throw a line over and catch some fish, didn’t matter the size those days as the small one went to the cat, she loved them.

So theses are my words to my Nanna

Monnet Luke

The beauty who touched our lives

Your beauty so positive and bright

Your cheeky sence of humour we loved in the sunlight

Your time has come to join your husband in spirit and joy all so bliss

as you look down upon us, we will all make you proud of us

You will always be in our hearts as we remember your heart

These memories we take with us of the women that made sure her family and friends where alright

You are the best Nanna, wife, mother and sister we looked up too

My greatest Nanna in the whole world

We will all miss that cheeky, glamours and big hearted women we all loved

The Nanna I will always love

her garden so much loved

her cheeky sense of humour so loved

The sailing, the weeding, the hugs,the cookies, the cats are only just some of our memories

My Nanna I will miss so very much and that goes for all of us.

Yes you will always be in our hearts

every day as we move through our lives in every way and every day

love you Nanna.

March 24, 2020
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My frequency of pleasure

by pandora February 8, 2020
written by pandora

soul

Today I am realising I am ready for the next level in life

Time to stop fucking around at a lower level and paying the price

My frequency is ready to shine and be teased

I want to be taken to a place of unleashed

One that will tease me and make me screams in pleasure

I want to be on a level of pleasure and pain that is my game

I trust that no man has ever gone with the flam

The game will consist of orders from sir

As I trust and listen and purr

My mind is ready to be taken away with only the stop sign is what I will have to say

We will have the rules of trust and he will turn me into mush

My body will tremble and flow likes a stream as I scream and pant with no shame to be seen

I will surrender my body to sir with all his commands

As he pleases and teases me with his mind and his hands

There will be some rope and some blind folds and a whip

And maybe some candles and Champaign to sip  

We must not forget the best one is his kiss

He will kiss me all over with his tongue and hot lips

My pussy will throb and drip as he pleases

As I wait for his cock to sleep in  

I am a women who is sexually driven in life but this time I am bored with just cock inside

I crave for my mind body and soul to be stimulated

So open your mind but before you approach as you will not get in without the ropes

Let’s see who the universe has served for me

To explore the next level of whom I am pleasing to be

February 8, 2020
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Go with the flow

by pandora November 24, 2019
written by pandora

Don’t resist the changes you have been given. Go with the flow.

If you resist all you create is unnecessary stress, go with the flow.

Shift your cycles

Take it in your hands and nurture, love and believe the change is yours.

http://pandorasdiary.com.au/transition-times/

Go with the flow

You will be surprised where it leads you.

Your path is yours to make.

Create great thoughts and make them yours.

We are all here to believe, live, and feel alive

You have been given a new door to open, so open it and look forward

Fear is not your friend, Be strong.

It is all a bad dream, so shut that door and live.

Close one door and open a new one full of opportunities.

You will wake up inside and be saved with a new journey.

Shift those cycles and create new doors opening.

Now is the time to give to you.

Restart and feel

the freedom.

November 24, 2019
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