Feelings of Numb

by pandora

When we shut down it is hard to find our feelings again. Does this come from way back and then have someone crush us so hard we don’t rely upon we become numb. I shut down as a little girl then used drugs and stripping to feel alive again only to find behind closed doors I was still was that lost lonely little girl.

We only grow when we face our past and work on our inner child. As scary as it may be baby steps will lead the way. Breaking it down over the past years I am able to face my fears. Understand and pause and reframe my mind to collect the information and accept who I am today. Theses sadness still comes when I am alone but they don’t last as long as they used too. I accept that it is ok to seat in sadness some times.This is me saying you’re a legend in the bedroom

Poem

When I am numb I fiddle with my thumbs

When I am sad I reframe to glad

When I am angry it really scares me

Being true to you takes a lot of courage

So do not hide your feelings let them flourish

We are all human so let someone in close to you

So when you are alone behind closed doors

You know they are there with you in spirit and love.

And home feels like home to you.

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